Quitting

[Gentier Carpio]

I'm thinking about quitting rping in general. When i first started.... centuries ago lol i was determined to be a good roleplayer and better my writing skills and abilities to create vivid imagery and interesting stories. I remember when i joined my first rp site and didn't know how to get around on the site or how to post replies but I've com a long way which is surprising because one factor has always stayed the same no matter what rp site i go to or who i play on that site.

I can never be that person on a site everyone knows or has rpied with, I've never been the guy who has fifty friend requests on his history board I've never been that guy that admins look at an go "that guy right there is a damn good roleplayer and puts a lot of effort into hat he does." it's only been said to me once maybe twice and i think once was by my girlfriend who feels sorry for me lol. It's a shame though because I've been rping now for 6 years. I've been from Ancient Japan/ Anime sites to gang sites, I've been from playing as a ninja to a Cuba native complete with the Spanish accent and never once have people wanted to rp with me. No matter how hard i try. So i'm not seeing a light at the end of the tunnel and i'm thinking about just turning around and walking back the way i came.

I'm not sure if i'm over evaluating myself, or if i'm beating myself up a bit much but i'm starting to convince myself that i haven't moved as far as i thought i had. I think there are so many factors that hinder my progress that i don't want to get into to sound whiny lol but yeah. I'm thinking about quitting the whole "rp" biz in general and going back to Microsoft word and typing my own stories again.

[Melody Frost]

Why would you want to quit? Don't be a quitter! Lol, anyway I think your a really good roleplayer but I'm not gonna like say a lot about it because its not my desicion what you do.

[Madeline Anderson]

:/
aww.
Yeah I feel the same way.

I'm becoming more popular around sites... but no one really wants to be my friend.
I'm an awesome person, but people usually like to cling to the admins because they think when the site gets better they'll be liked...
and it's true
sad... yes. lol


The only reason I rp with admins is usually because they have a hot charrie or just because I'm bored...
but people never wanna rp with me
like when I ask if anyone want's to roleplay the whole cbox goes mute.




buttttt
I love it. haha.

[Jared Knight]

Hell, I wanna rp with both of u!!! You both have really cool characters and whenever you want to rp just let me know.

[Jolie Nemcova]

Aw, please don't quit! I know our characters haven't roleplayed with eachother but I have read quite a few of your posts, and they are really good, trust me. I just hate to think that someone would want to quit roleplaying for thinking they weren't talented when they actually are. So, please reconsider

[Patrick Gunn]

No since in quittin man. I think your a damn good roleplayer, differences aside OOC.

[Gentier Carpio]

Hahaha well thanks guys. i'd hate to think i'm being a whiny child and asking for attention lol it's jus something that has been on my mind fo awhile. I think the only thing bugging me is the fact that i can't get threads going with people. I'm on this site next to everyday and have two rps going lol I just want to be involved, I've always wanted to just be involved instead of people looking at my character for a brief second and going to the next you know? That's how it's always been for me. I guess i was just in the dark about, you know, is it because my character's ugly or do my threads suck or am i boring? Lots of questions to ask lots of people and too many answers that could be given lol. <.< Helps to have positive reinforcement though so thank you everyone from the bottom of my heart for giving me your opinions and whatnot. I totally see how easy it could have been to call me a little whining bitch looking for attention lol

[Madeline Anderson]

=D
yeaah
I have a new charrie, Sabrina.
She needs new friends

wanna rp?

[Trey Lewis]

>.>.. Why you gotta copy on what I do, Gentier. MAN!

Copying on writing stories and shit. Man. lol. Just messing.. But nah, don't quit. I been Rping for a while myself and I don't really give a damn. It just helps me improve my skillz and shitniz.. I get complimented on my Rp, every once in a while on random RP. But I'm not quitting it or nothing.

So, don't be giving up that easy. -_-.

Hang out with your boi, TREY! roflmao. .

[Faerydae Richmond]

Lol, Shitniz?

[Gentier Carpio]

well now i know it was a little too soon to think about quitting everyone who wants to rp can you message me? We can get something going asap. since the number's kind of large for me it would be easier if everyone just messages me once instead of me messaging everyone! an trey i have a plot f my own i need you for so I'll get at you real real real soon. like minutes soon lol