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Post by Melody Frost on Jan 1, 2008 17:20:35 GMT -5
Melody's face went blank when he said that.She didn't know if she could seriously talk about this here. Why would he do that to her? Yea, so he's going to have a kid but he didn't need to move out like right away did he? "When?" Her voice almost in a whisper as she shut off the radio. It was going to take her a really long time for all of this to sink in. For the first time today she just wanted to shut herself in her room and stop talking to everyone for a while. On top of the whole fight with her friend she had to be caring enough to ask her brother what was wrong and bring this whole thing up. Sometimes she hated her genes for helping other people.
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Post by Jackson Frost on Jan 1, 2008 17:24:42 GMT -5
Jackson gulped a bit as he turned to look at her.. "Mom and Dad are gonna kill me when they find out I got a kid on the way that isnt even my girlfriends.." He said with a sigh as he looked down, he then looked up, sighing a bit as he rubbed his goatee.. "I dont think I am going to move out, but I am going to stay gone as much as possible, Only thing I'm gonna come home for is to do farm chores and sleep.." He said sighing, he then turned to look at her, taking another drag off of his cigarette as he put a hand on her shoulder.. "Mel, I love you.. You're my baby sister. I'm not gonna leave you this early and not look out for ya in this cruel world.." and he meant it, too.. He wouldnt leave her..
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Post by Melody Frost on Jan 1, 2008 18:15:52 GMT -5
Melody was still looking at the road but she was listening to her brother talk while she did so. It surprised her that no one had figured out of her driving yet, but then again she didn't look her age and most people minded there own business anyway. The only thing they would need to make sure of was if they saw a cop then they would need to be out of that area in a heartbeat. "Whose kid is it, if it's not your girlfriends?" She had a right to know whose kid it was, and there were gonna be some problems if she didn't like the girl. That was the thing that worried her the most. She felt a little more comforted when Jackson placed his hand on her shoulder and told her he wouldn't leave. "Thanks" She looked at him, she really did mean it and she hoped he knew that. It was hard enough having just moved here and not knowing anyone she didn't know what she would do if he left her too.
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Post by Jackson Frost on Jan 1, 2008 21:13:17 GMT -5
Jackson closed his eyes, coughing a bit. He just wanted to die, shit wasnt going good in his life right now at all, nothing was going good.. Hell, he tried to take his life before, and he knew he would probably do it again soon.. He coughed a bit, hoping in his head that this next time he did it he would be succuessfull.. He raised his head, looking at her, a tear rolling down his eye slowly, this was rare for Jackson, he never cried.. at all.. It was rare for her to see him cry.. "It's mine and Marinna Neilsons.." He said with a gulp as he looked down at his boots once more.. He just wanted out.. But he didnt know what he would do, he wanted to die.. that was for sure.."Mel, if somthin ever happens to me, you gotta promise to take care of mom, I know how dad gets, but you gotta stay strong.."
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Post by Melody Frost on Jan 1, 2008 21:25:56 GMT -5
She looked at him and saw a tear roll down his cheek. How could he possibly be crying? He was supposed to be the strong big brother who always knew what to do and stayed strong in times when it was needed most. She had to stay strong and she couldn't break down...she just couldn't not in front of him at least. "Jackson your going to be fine" Was he being over dramatic or was he having serious thoughts? She knew that he had committed suicide once. She hoped that he would never do it again but promises could never be made. She just hoped he didn't.
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